Dear Papa Doc,
It’s almost Christmas! I can’t believe I haven’t gotten you something. I thought I didn’t need to, which is sad. Just because this will be my second Christmas without you doesn’t mean that you won’t really be around.
I had a dream about you just a few minutes ago. Well, it technically was a [...]
Letter to Papa Doc
17 December, 2009
Please tell me it’s not true
30 August, 2009
I don’t want to believe it. I can’t.
But as I sit here writing, I can’t stop the tears from flowing anyway.
It’s so wrong. Too sudden, much too sudden. And too early.
She was so full of life and laughter. I can’t believe we’ll never hear her voice again, or be able to laugh at her [...]
Something Different.
15 June, 2009
If you notice what I usually post on this blog, you’ll soon find out that it’s mostly contemplative stuff, a bit of dreaming and a bit of rambling. This time I’m going to be talking about something rather more controversial, and it’s going to be one of the few times I’m actually going to take [...]
Death March
11 November, 2008
Step, step, step
No stopping, keep
Marching.
Step one, two, three
And another ten thousand today.
Ignore the hunger
Ignore the thirst that dries
Your throat and your spirit
Ignore the burning flames
And the cold metal of the gun
That’s staring you in the face-
And eyes, eyes
That you can never meet, a Demon’s
Eyes, dark tunnels
Of pitch-black murder
And obsidian intentions.
Don’t stop!
Don’t pause, no
Looking back
In this [...]
Obsession
21 October, 2008
Crimson
Blood spattered on the pavement
All for you, only for
You.
I’d follow you to the ends of the earth
All you have to do is ask.
I’m so wrapped up in you, my
Love. Just as I was meant to be
And, just like me, all
The tired souls of the world
Cry out for [...]
Something Long Overdue
11 September, 2008
Reading a post on Sir Joey’s blog, I was moved to write something I was supposed to write long ago.
As some of you might know, my lolo died this summer- Papa Doc, as we fondly called him, passed away on the tenth of May, 2008. No wonder that for ages, I’d been feeling that there was [...]
Selfishness
21 June, 2008
No, I am not discontinuing Seraphim- this is just an interval.
I learned something horrible just now. My friend’s mother was killed, June 11, by gunshots. The employees thought she was the one who fired them, even though she wasn’t, and they killed her.
I don’t know what people think they’re doing, killing people for revenge, or [...]
